i just realize some stuffs. most of the time, like 99percentage. when you fear of a feeling, the feeling will come like a lighting. and dreams are tearing me apart! this few days, i hate myself every morning after i woke up. and i felt very very terrible. when im in my dream, and i was super happy but when i realize its only a dream... i just feel like going back to the dream and never wake up again.
BUT! i understand i must not do that! i will not give in to fate. NEVER!
alright. lets me talk about my week. on sat, had a super random day! Denise suggested to go drinking and ended up a small 5 blessing gathering! kinda cool lah. den we went harry's bar at first and had a mini game there. super fun although i sponsored the cup of beer. HAHAHA! but the fun is more worth than just 15 bucks! and its just the beginning! we went to boat quay and continue drinking. we went to this bar and we opened a bottle of chivas! hahahas! but we didnt finish it, the bottle is at Sean's place currently. hahaha! pictures of that day are in my facebook! check em' out! =D
hahaha. oh! just remember something. after Edwin's stupid mistake in msn. Clarinda did the same! SEE SEE!

*Clar, don't come leaving another scar on my arm again huh! HAHAHAHA!!!!Labels: hope dream does come true =)
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snowflakes at 2:21 AM